With all respect intended, there's no way I can answer that. They were, and are, so personal, individual and spiritual, and identified or discovered in so many ways, that anything I could say would be meaningless. It would be far better for you to ask yourself that question during a period of deep reflection.
Regards,
-- Nighteyes
I followed your words, and this is the finished tomahawk:
I enjoyed creating this personal weapon/tool. I plan on building a few more to pass out as door prizes at our SW Regional match.
Pancho